WHY?................


I can feel fire within me....... melting my frozen veins...... I can feel the curtain of tears....... blurring my distant image........ I can feel my fingers turn numb...... they crack my nails...... I can hear only myself,not a neighbours cry...... I can breathe joy, when there is only agony around me.......I stand and walk steadily when I should ve been on my knees...... I can feel my heart pounding with revenge...... I see things only the way I want to see them....... I have lost faith...... I was not like this before....... Where did this wall erupt from?...... why has this blizzard of hatred, this hurricane of mistrust, this flood of betrayal swept past me?......... I can see the hands of the clock move rapidly...... I can feel the sun rise & set behind me..... I can see the footsteps on the sands of time disappear...... Why all this?...... Why the transformation?...... Why did I grow up?...............................